Failure

Friday, September 17, 2004

Life is a terror..

My life is totally screwed up.. at least i think, in my own opinion..
I have friends who keep stuff from me..

I have a over ahieving sister to be compared to in my family..
There is no one who is willing to listen to me..
There is no one who i could talk to..
Having troubles deep deep down inside unsure of who to tell..
Unsure of who to trust N who really treats me as a friend..
Uncertain of myself, having low low self esteem..
Being troubled yet have to keep a happy face to prevent others from finding out..
Having friends supposingly who like me, but i know deep down they do not..
Im nothing..